Its been a couple of days, apologies. The IAAZP is up and running and we have received a very positive repsonse so far. I have the feeling that this is going to be consuming a good deal of my life for the near future, which is a good thing.
There is this feeling, sometimes, like you are alone in the world. I get this quite a lot. That may be due to my agoraphobic nature, of course that may also be a symptom. Heading into this world that the IAAZP seems to be leading me into, it feels like things are going to change, and that is both and exciting and frightening thing.
Everyone, living and dead, feels that way I suppose. Knowing that doesn't change my feelings though. The knowing and the understanding are two different things. It would be nice to just have things clear in my head, to move forward without prejudice, but I have never been like that, before or since the change. Maybe people who appear to be that way aren't really like that either. We all have two people inside us.
I've set myself on this path though, and maybe its best to just push forward. Maybe that's what successful people do. They may have the same doubts but press on regardless. Ive had some success in the past doing that, maybe thats the key. We will see I guess.
This blog will not become just a vessel for promoting the IAAZP, that I promise you. It will get mention, but you are here to be sold to, youre here to read.
Next entry will be a little more lighthearted I promise. Things are just weighing heavy on my rotten little heart. Munch you later.
